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[Jan. 13th, 2007|10:54 am] |
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Letting somone go doesnt always mean
You dont love them anymore
Now and again it means
You love them too much
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[Sep. 21st, 2006|05:14 pm] |
I'M GOING TO SEE EVANESCENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am actually gunna get to stand just metres away from amy fuckin lee!!!! even if it is gunna be in london *growls*
nothing else important going on that i wanna mention x x |
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[Jul. 17th, 2006|03:22 am] |
Let's see how much you have changed
3 YEARS AGO TODAY:
How old were you?: 14
What grade year were you in?: year 9
Where did you go to school?: Lincoln Christs Hospital School Langage College (sounds posh lol)
Where did you work?: didn't
Where did you live?: Gilies!!/ Gileys!! in lincoln
How was your hair style?: Long and Blonde
Did you wear glasses?: Yes but only for reading etc
Who was your best friend?: Jo , tony,
Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend:erm.....jo (girlfriend)
Who was your celebrity crush?: sarah michelle gellar, james marsters n david borenaz
Who was your regular-person crush?: Haha, georgina everington - not georgina with huge boobs n bitchy personality
How many tattoos did you have?: none
How many piercings did you have?: my ears n my belly
What car did you drive?: I didnt drive
What was your favorite band/group?: Haha, britney spears
What was your worst fear?: moving house again and shaun
Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: no
Had you gotten drunk or high yet?: no
Had you driven yet?: no
Had you been to a real party yet?: erm....no
Had your heart broken?: Id been hurt but my heart hadnt been broken
Had broken someones heart?: yup
WHAT YOU ARE NOW:
How old are you?: 17
What grade are you in?: 12
Where do you go to school?: Wilberforce college
Where do you work?: I dont
Where do you live?: Hull
Where do you hang out?: In the town centre or my girlfriends
How is your hair style?: shorter, n browny!!!!
Do you have braces?: no
Do you wear glasses?: yes, only for reading etc well i shud
Who is your best friend?: Tony n natalie
Still talk to any of your old friends?: some, most still live in lincoln
Who is you bf/gf?:sami (girlfriend)
Who is your celebrity crush? Amy Lee
Who is your regular-person crush: erm sami... if i put anyone elses name i wud get my ass kicked
How many piercings have you had?: My lobes, belly, eyebrow n lip twice n tongue
How many tattoos?: 2 the evanescence symbol n a skull wit wings
What kind of car do you have? I dont drive
What is your favorite singer/group?: evanescence n pink
What is your biggest fear?: i've already experienced myfears
Have you smoked a cigarette yet?: urgh yeh
Have you gotten drunk or high?: yup both
Have you been to a real party?: yup.....all pretty cool
Has your heart been broken?: yes
Have you broken someones heart?: haha yup |
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[Jun. 26th, 2006|12:38 am] |
How and why will you kill yourself?
You have had to deal with it for far too long. The constant nagging, the constantly being looked down upon..... NO MORE! You run up to your room, and turn your music up as loud as it will go to drown out your screams of how much you hate this life, and everyone in it. You slowly reach into your pocket and take out a knife. You look at your, cold, expressionless, tear filled reflection in the steel for a moment, then swiftly drag it accross your throat in a final, and desperate attempt to flee from a world that hates you as much as you hate it.
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[Jun. 10th, 2006|01:58 am] |
well since my last update - went to an awesome party thrown by weebel - well done *thumbs up* only not so good thing was it caused a break up between me n sami - which got me threatened to hell =o| by jess n caused stupid amounts of pain n resulted in me sayin very stupid things but the only thing bout that what matters is we got it sorted n are back together XoD which is awesome cuz she means loads to me although until that night i dont think i actually realised just how much she means to me n how much i love her, love been with her, hate been away from her -- could possibly see us together in ears to come *fingers crossed* oh.. ahem yeah just realised she actually reads this.. so in other news... going to see bon jovi on tues, been with sami 3months on thurs and my dominique is coming to see me 2morro [well today]
been tryin to get my hair back blonde... a hair stripper didnt work, neither did a bleach although it did go a nice ginger til my mum put anohter lightener on it and its now bright ginger with perfect roots! roots are the colour i want my hair - photos can be found on my many profiles including myspace [http://myspace.com/_x_freak_x_] faceparty [www.faceparty.com/_-X-Freak-X-_] and vf [www.vampirefreaks.com/_-X-Freak-X-_]
going to hairdressers at 8am, gettin most of my hair cut =o( n fuckin layered.. then hopefully they'll sort it out on tuesday.
going through all this to get blonde hair so i can dye it blue but i was thinking earlier about leaving it blonde.. wud prefer black but then this has been a waste of time... not only tat but was thinking bout gettin outta it all n growing up.. this includes removing my piercings.. comments? opinions?
dead set on the army still...
mum saw my arm today which resulted in a few really low painful shots from her
things seem to have really proper sorted out with me n natalie now XoD
urm what else....i dunno .. i wanna get in the army asap.. dont wanna go back to college n at least the army will sort me out.
its suddenly hit me that im 18 soon and i really need to grow up and start acting it basically. dunno why it never hit me before think its cuz natalie was on bout it the other day, cuz my mum wants to take me out for a meal, natalie wants to throw me a party lol which i refused- not that she listened to a word i said the other night including she might not be moving in with me and summat else but i dont remember what now.. but yeah then she turned round n really sweetly asked if for my brithday me n her could do summat - n god.. that ranged from a night at zebra's [a pole-dancing, lap-dancing bar] to a night round mine having a movie marathon and home cooked [ by her] brownies. so yeah it hit me that im 18 n need to act it i mean fuckin hell im tryin to get a flat of my own! i need maturity behind me.
joinin a gym got the prices n stuff today so guna do that this week build up my upper body strength n cardiovascular endurance then down the armed forces careers office |
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[May. 22nd, 2006|11:24 pm] |
random quick update
my other journals driving me mad cuz the computer wont load blurty up.
me n sami exchanged i love you's.... both feelin a little scared - but dont baby i'm not here to hurt yoo, i wud rather shatter my heart than put a slight bruise in yours x x
exams arent going too bad cept the one 2morro - on a book i aint read n poems i dont understand lol
been talking to Felicia, aw blesh her - known her for years now - shes moving to india, we are planning n hoping to see each other again.. speaking which .... random quotes to sum up the week
"i love you.. yeah thats without the F" ...."with a V" "yeah..... course with a V how else would i spell it?!" [me n sami.. first ever time i told her i love her]
"Dya have the internet?" .... "I live in Sweden not the stoneage!" [me trying to get felicia's msn the first [n only time] we met]
slowly gettin tattoos sorted ...
Megan & Sami --> Panda
Felicia ---> an anime cave woman with her hair-style holding a swedish flag raiseing its eye brow
Helen [lawson] --> a heart with barb wire round it
Tony ---> prob guitar
Kraig ---> dunno
Dom ---> dunno
--------and maybe --------
Natalie ---> dunno... thats bounced from a stitch..to a jigsaw piece [she knows why]
Needham ---> Donkey from shrek |
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| haha go for it |
[May. 17th, 2006|03:44 am] |
Ok you can ask me 8 questions:
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No matter how random, revealing, rude, naughty or pointless, I will answer them 100% truthfully! |
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[May. 17th, 2006|02:25 am] |
tell me im useless
and just a mistake
tell me i'm good for nothing
tell me anything
just dont tell me yoo care
its a pretence i cannot take
when yoo say
"i care"
i hear
"i want to hurt yoo"
Yoo cant break me into anymore pieces
Im in too many already
But please dont say
That yoo care
For they are the words
I cant bare
And if yoo dare to mention love
Than your colder than i imagined
The words that make me
Tear myself apart
And tear yoo too
For i can take
Been anoter mistake
But i cannot bare
Yoo tell me, yoo care |
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[May. 16th, 2006|11:57 pm] |
As yoo sit, and think
That i dont care
i sit and think
About the tears i've shed
at the thought of
Hurting yoo
Losing yoo
And i think about
The times I've
Stayed awake
Just to watch
And hear
Yoo sleep
And the nights
I lay awake
Just so i can think of yoo
And imagine your face
And I wish
Tonight could be one of those nights
Short tempered,
Violent and flity
I'm so wrong for yoo
But yoo stick around anyway
And with every passing day
I wonder why
But i'm thankful
yoo do
The amount of times
I've gone to say
"I love you"
But held it back
Til I couldnt breathe
Scared incase i didnt
Scared of scaring you
So when your thinking
That i dont care
I'm thinking about
All the little things
I hate
About been
Away from yoo.
And I'll be thinking
About how i couldnt care
More than I do |
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